Dear Diary
4/20/14  9:57 PM

       Hello, friends. Sorry about the recent lack of posts. I have been very sick for the last few days, and it's been hard to be productive. My mom, sister, and I were also out of town, so that helped to add to my recent disappearance from the internet. I feel like I'm really only on the first leg of whatever is attacking my body right now, but hopefully being home now will help with getting better.
      Now that I'm thinking more and more about this upcoming week, I definitely need to hurry up on that "getting better" business. I have a lot of schoolwork I have to work on tomorrow and Tuesday, but I'm going to see my friend's band play on Thursday, and on Friday I'm going to a birthday party! Oh and I think it's supposed to be pretty nice out this week, so hopefully I'll get to hang out on the porch/get outside for a fair amount of time.

      I haven't written one of these posts in at least two weeks, but I feel like there isn't really much to say --not much has filled my last few days beyond nausea and long car rides.
      It's weird documenting your life in this way, because I don't really have a purpose or motive behind sharing my personal life on the internet, and I'm not even sure if anyone really reads these posts, but yet I still always feel somewhat conflicted when writing Dear Diary posts. There's the option to write unfiltered and share everything as if I have something of excitement to share with strangers on the internet, but at the same time, I know that the people I'm writing about also come across my blog from time to time. Hmmm.... I guess I don't really have to worry about it unless I decide to write these posts more often. Anyways, here's a brief recap of what has happened in the last few weeks:

- turned 17: ate a lot of really good food and hung out with my parents/best friend
- decided I'm keeping my hair red at least through prom; bought lots of green dye though too
- still haven't bought a prom dress
- starting to get excited for prom again
- my best friend fell in love with me for a little bit
- my best friend went on a magical date with a stranger and the above situation was resolved
(side note: how do I get cute strangers to take me on dates??)
- watched a lot of movies
- birthday party: all we did was eat
- "spring break"
- & now we are here.... my limbs are falling off and my stomach is rotting away

Enough about me. How have you been? Do you have fun plans for this week?


  1. Just so you know, I love reading your dear diary posts. ♥

  2. Oh you should have done a 420 etsy find. But get better soon luv.

  3. im jealous of your diary cos you are so open about it and anyone can read it! anyways nice blog! and hope everything goes well

  4. happy birthday!! and i also enjoy reading your dear diary posts. HAPPY BIRTHDAAYYYYYY AAGAINNNNN


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